Silent Whispers...

Monday, January 23, 2006

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Lately I have not been feeling like myself. I seem to be a little more on the edge than I ever had. I'm stressing out way too easily and it seems like nothing goes the way I would like it to. I've also began looking to the past and remembering all the times I've had. This looking to the past has made me miss some people. Ones that I used to be so close to, but seemingly I've lost that closeness along the way. One person who I really miss hanging out with is my Lyssa Kissa. :-) So many stupid little things...but isn't that what makes up life? All those little moments? From playing chess in a lame ass study period...to acting like cat woman by the side of the pool...to falling on your ass in the middle of the high school hallway...to getting locked in the high school bathroom at Homecoming... So many memories. Wow, I didn't even realize there were so many till I started typing. I just miss seeing people that used to be held so close to my heart. I'm not saying that they are no longer there...it just sucks not being able to see them like you used to. I guess its something two hearts just overcome. Wow, I guess I"m being a bit of a downer but I'm still as perky as ever.
Okay, the biggest news so far is that I got my new roommate assignment. At first I was a little worried since by the information pasted on his facebook...we were total opposites. But I was finally able to talk to him and it was amazing. He is so cool and laid back and pretty much everything I wanted in a roommate. So I think this semester will go a lot better than the last one. I just can't wait to get back to campus. Only like five more days until I can go back. I will be there as soon as I can which will be Sunday the 29th at 10:00 AM. I like not having to be in class, but I can't stand being in Ludlow. I can just feel the dirtiness of this place. I hate seeing all the little spoiled rich kids who's parents just buy them anything they want and don't have to work an ounce. Seeing of them all go to school barely just because of sports instead of grades. I'm just glad I'm not like a lot of the kids in this god forsaken town. It just feels so much nicer in Amherst and it will be awesome to get back there to stay.
Well I guess I should be off to take a shower since I've been shoveling the four or so inches of snow we got last night all morning.

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Name:Bryan
B-day:July 1, 1986
Nicks:Don't really have one
School:UMASS Amherst
Contact:bryan.martins@gmail.com

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Food:Korean and Japanese Food
Drinks:eh...don't have a favorite
I do however enjoy...
A good apple martini
Screwdriver
Bacardi Rum and Diet Coke
Pastimes:Working!
I love photography
And would love to model
someday
People:Too many to list
But Tiffany and Tatianna will get
Mention Here

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People:I like everyone
There are very few people
I hate.
Things:Ignorance
Unkept"ness"
Lack of self confidence
Sad Endings Food:Seafood!!!
I can't eat anything
That swims in the ocean
I'm considering becoming
A vegetarian

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Song:Solex - Close To the Edge

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